Why do I think of this shit now? Why am I telling the world? WHY? I dont know. I aint got remarried. I dont think I ever will. My capacity for love was filled and spilled. My love is dead.
My wife died. of cancer in 2008. Christmas Eve. God I miss her. Im drunk. I love youTara Sue. I miss her so much. I have dreams about her.I think about her when Im awake-when Im asleep I dream about her. But shes dead. I cry all the time. I always thought I was a strong man. I raise my kids-I work at my factory job. But when Im alone-I cry. I miss my wife.